A Quick One

Salam and Peace to All...

Haha... It's 10th April 2010

It's a date with many important events in my life

I'm currently doing my final revision for tomorrow's exam

Don't really have high expectation there

I'll try my best for the sake of my parents

Ok... First event...

After all the consideration

This is the most important event coz it involves my life

PEPERIKSAAN KHAS

MEMASUKI PERKHIDMATAN

AWAM GRED 41

In applied for this mid of last year I think

Don't really prepare for this

But I'm going to do my best anyway

Winner never Quit...

Second event...

As I expected

I really want to put this at the top of the list

Sorry...

Ok, this is it

SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW II

IN MANILA

I plan to go... Honestly...

I even ask my mum for permission... And was allowed...

At first I cannot go because I have to work

But now, I really cannot go because I need to sit for the exam

SuJu Hwaiting~

Good Luck For SuShow @ Manila

Third event...

The special one

I planned to attend this event since last January

BANGSAWAN TUAH HANG JEBAT

This is the first Bangsawan play by TTS

And the even this time is quite special

Sorry guys... Really can't make it

GOOD LUCK TTSIANS

MAKE IT AWESOME...

AS ALWAYS =D

Fourth event...

This one is also quite special

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAH

She's my cousin

A close one

Will wish her first thing in the morning

The final event...

But doesn't mean it is less important

TRANCY MOVING OFFICE

Again... Sorry for not helping

Really can't escape the exam thing...

I'll be there tomorrow.

It's a promise

(Macam la diorg baca blog ku ini... Lol~)

Ok... Got to sleep now

Tomorrow is going to be a very long day

Almost 7 hours of exam... *Sigh

Good Nite... Or Good Morning Everyone...

Sleep tight...

May you have the sweetest dream tonite

P/S: My Hae already have tweeter. Maybe I should join too???

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Dear God,

Give me all my luck for tomorrow

As I need them the most...

Really do

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2010... Till now... What A Year...

Salam and Peace to All...

Let's just say that I'm a very greedy person

Or an over sensitive person

I really don't care anymore

It is the year of Tiger in chinese calendar

I was born in 1986... I'm a Tiger

I heard this a lot

"It's the year of Tiger... You're going to get lucky"

And I'm tired of believing it

(Jgn salah faham k... It's not something wrong to dream)

I really hope this year, 2010, is a lucky year for me

But seems like it's not

Ok... I know some good things did happen

But all the depressing things took those happiness away

Let's forget about the simple things

(Those yg people told me "benda2 remeh")

Sorry that I'm such a sensitive person

But I do care about those stuff

Let's talk about more complicated thing

I've been really down lately...

(Bukan lately kot... Mcm dah mmg xde soul dari awal thn lg)

Don't have to bring up the 'so yesterday' news right

So, I'm just going to talk about the recent one

It's been bothering me a lot

Feels like the world had turn his back on me

It's a test given by the Al-Mighty

(Sedar... Allah takkan uji hambaNya dgn ujian yg tak mampu dihadapi)

Always keep that in mind... As a reminder

Coz I'm not that strong you know

I'm easily influenced by others

I'm scared that I will blame Him one day

The enemies never give up to drag you away from the right path... Right?

(Alhamdulillah... Dia masih kuatkan Iman n hati aku)

There's this one person

A close but not so close one

I owe that person a lot... Not financially

(Take note of that ok... NOT FINANCIALLY)

Let's just say that person help me a lot when I was in need

Call me Miss Over Sensitive

I was really hurt by his words lately

I know that it's all just some jokes

They always been interesting jokes for him

Hey... People might think that we're close

But the truth is that we are NOT

You don't know me that well to joke around me like that

Does it ever come across your thought that I...

Yes, ME, might get hurt and humiliated by your jokes

There are things that you shouldn't use as your jokes

I was really hurt

Both my heart and my pride

Honestly, if I'm not this desperate...

(Yup, now I consider myself DESPERATE)

I would love to end this

If this ends... I think we'll get back to normal

I really wish that I can talk about this to someone

But I guess... I have NO ONE???

Figure that out years ago

Glad I decided not to close down this blog

Well, I mentioned this before

I really don't care that nobody reads my blog

I just assume that I'm pouring my heart out to the lappy... Lol~

You know what... Don't be judgemental

Never be one.

Especially towards someone you don't really know

You might think you know them enough

But people do keep secrets from others

There are things that we just can't talk about

You might envy people that always smile and cheerful

Always inspire and support other people

Seems like they don't have any problem at all

But you'll never know

Maybe deep down inside, they're hurting...

Hurting more than you can ever think off

It's just that they don't want to be a burden to other people

They thought...

"Other people has bigger problem than mine... Mine is actually nothing"

Keeping those dark and bloody feelings to themselves...

I really think that  although their problem is not as big as yours

They are hurting more

At least you can talk to them... They don't mind

But they don't have that privillage...

Think people... Think...

I know I used to say we need to be selfish to survive this life

But be selfish and never hurt others

At least try not to hurt others...

Enough said...

I'm off.

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Dear God,

Help me... Please... Right now I'm begging you.

Give me a piece of your love

And a piece of your luck

Not that I'm complaining...

I'm just hurting so much... I really can't stand it anymore.

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Happy Birthday

Salam and Peace to All...

Ok, I'm late. I know that

This is supposed to be posted yesterday

But still... I wanna post it.

Saengil Chukkae Lee Hyuk Jae~

May God bless you
Please be happy and remember...
ELFs will always be with you

I remember reading a post by my friend in FB yesterday
They actually went to celebrate our beloved Hyuk Jae a.k.a. Eunhyuk's birthday
Complete with a cake... And karaoke session of SJ songs
So, I guess, I'm not as fanatic as they are
(But I don't mind doing that if I have friends like that... lol~)

Next is...

Happy Birthday
~Hazu~
~Ayu~

Wow... time sure goes by at a fast rate these days
We're going to be 24 this year

(Can't wait for December to arrive... Hahaha...)

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Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to my dear friends
Happy Birthday to You

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April Fool or April Fools...

Salam and Peace to All...

It's 1st of April

After a year, the day to prank others arrive once again

Not that I prank anyone today

Haha...

But would love to do that again.

I remember my school days

April Fool is a fun day

Especially since my friends are not that cruel

Just  some simple pranks that would make your day

Right now, I'm in my office

As usually, feeling a bit bored

I do have lots to do

But I just feel bored

Wonder why~

Sigh...

I remember all the pranks that I've been through

They are all just words

Might hurt someone but now, I guess, I'm fine with them

In fact, I missed those moments

Some people might not remember coz they are just a plain prank

But when the time comes, you'll remember

Today, 1st April 2010

I really miss my friends

Especially from my secondary school

5 years together...

It's a treasure

Cannot be compared

Every single of them bring a single meaning in my life

My life would never be the same without you guys...

You made me who I am

And I'm not going to regret that...

APRIL FOOL EVERYONE

LET'S ENJOY THE DAY

One day, we might turn back and laugh at this day

This moment...

I'm out~

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Live life as there is no tomorrow

Treasure what you have

You never know when you'll lose them

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