My Brand New Life

Salam and Peace to All

I'm one of the unlucky person

Because I'm not like other graduate

I didnt manage to get my dream job

Not even an interview from my dream company

Being lied by the stupid company

Again, I'm unlucky

And kinda stupid

Today my new life start

My third job after graduation

I'm now a Process Engineer

And part of Trancy Logistics (M) Sdn Bhd family member

Just feel lucky I get the opprtunity

The job description might not be as engineering as the post name

But I'm glad I finally get to learn something

It is a start of something new

Now I'm really in logistics field

Not only a logistic crew of TTS anymore

It is all start with a dream

And the first step

Al-Mighty,

Bless me and my job

Coz it is nothing without your blessings...

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Breathing new air

The same old Kazu

Now living in Sunway

With new job

But same old expectation

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Trip to Perlis

Salam and Peace to All...

Well, getting tired of travelling

I mean for now

Still love it... And it is still at the top of my wishlist

Last weekend I went to Perlis

For holiday and to attend a wedding invitation

(Skali harung la kang.. alang2 dh sampai)

Since Kangar is quite small

We cover the whole area within a day

Haha...

We went there on Friday morning

(Amik cuti la... kalo gi ofis pn xde keje kan :P)

And went back on Saturday

Of coz after our trip to Padang Besar

Bought souvenirs for myself

(Nak beli kat org lain blom berkemampuan lagi)

Well, it's nice to be there

But there's still some place I haven't been to

I'll definitely be back and conquer Perlis

Hahaha!!!

P/S: Camne nak abis jalan. Asal gi Perlis je sume untuk kenduri kawin. Isk2...

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There is no despair so absolute as that which comes with the first

moments of our first great sorrow,

when we have not yet known what it is to have suffered and healed,

to have despaired and have recovered hope

- George Eliot -

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What A Life...

Salam and Peace to All...

Well.. It's another boring day at work

1 week to go and I'm outta here

I got a good news this morning

My Godsister is coming to KL with Baby Ikmal

So happy... Finally can meet the lil one

Her message reminds me of the old days

She said that I'm getting bigger now

(Bigger in age k.. think positive..)

I knew her when I was in form one

When I first learn how to be independent

At that time, living away from my parents is so hard

Luckily she was there

And now, she's married and have Baby Ikmal

To think about it, a lil weird I can say

She's a mum now

(I'm an aunty... lol~)

It's been like what... 7 years of life without meeting her

Miss her so much :D

The time is moving fast... REALLY FAST

And I'm 1 month towards the number 23

(Hu~ I'm old)

I've been through a lot during this period

Meeting someone and lost someone

Gain experiences and more

And I also have been taught by life

Who's my real friend

And who's not

I really don't need those people who's being friendly with me for benefits

No Friends with Benefits!!!

Someone told me this...

"Along this line... It's time for you to know your friend.

And eliminate those you don't need...

At this time, you'll have fewer friends than you had before"

I think that's right...

When I think that someone is close to me

(maybe even thinking that he/she is my bestfriend)

That someone might probably think of me in opposite direction

Why bother... After all, it's my life to live

(getting EVIL each days... Hahahaha!!!)

And for now... The most interesting thing is...

To meet Akak and Baby Ikmal

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Maybe this is how life is

Filled with unexpected changes

Some words left unspoken

Some actions left unperformed

P/S: I have lots of words left unspoken and actions left unperformed

coz I never had the courage to say say it or do it... lol~

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Balik Kampung

Salam and Peace to All...

As I wrote in last few post,

I went back to my hometown during last weekend

The targets are:

1. Makan durian dalam dusun my uncle

2. Ajar my cousin naik motor

3. Comfort myself (No place like home)

4. Meet my lil Athirah

Targets achieved!!!

Went back Friday nite

A journey at nite, starts at 10pm

We arrived at 12.30pm

(Thanx to the abandoned dog coz sambut kami as we arived)

Saturday morning... We went back to my uncle's kampung

(But not mine la)

Entered the orchard

Except for my aunt, my mum n my dad

(my aunt and my mum takut pacat... my dad??? he's being gentleman to accompany them)

The orchard was a disaster

(semak gile... jgn kata pacat, ular pn mayb ada)

Well, we went in for all the durians

Follow my uncle shoot some monkeys

And headed out of the orchard

(We done something else but let's keep it short)

We had our lunch at the famous Sate Bota restaurant

(tak ingat lak nama dia)

And finally we're back at home

That evening, my dad taught my cousin how to ride his motorcycle

(motor my dad dah sangat lama... older than me)

She's a fast learner... So the 2nd target achieved

At nite, we went to my Usu's house

(hantar all the fruits and layan pasar malam)

We meet the lil Athirah... Miss her so much

Stay a while, had our dinner and went back home

Sunday morning...

We headed back to Shah Alam

Then the weekend ended

But the most important thing is to be with my mum and dad

Whatever comfort I had from friends

Nothing can compare to the comfort my mum and dad gave to me

And I know... when I'm having problems, I'm not alone

And I don't have to be a winner to gain their attention

My mum and dad will always be there and accept me

Even when I feel like I'm a total LOSER

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Not just our love life, but how we live life itself is shaped by our perspective

Change our perspective and everything changes...

- Queen of No Marriage -

(if I find someone like Lucas, 8 years age different will be nothing :P)

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The Quote

Salam and Peace to All...

"Be Dead and To Rise From The Dead"

Oh, foolish people!

Why do you still thinking of the past?

Why do you still keeping the withered flower?

You can't let go of the past

And you can't move on either

It's a quote from Queen of No Marriage

Not sure if that's the meaning

But the meaning is said to be similar...

It's deep

And I sank deeply in it...

That's how much I like the saying

Just a Quote

Salam and Peace to All...

I've been running forward all my life

But when I stop and look around

I realize that I don't know what

I have been running towards all this time

In the end

My life amounts to nothing without work...

Stop for a moment and think...

P/S: the last quote "Be dead and rise from the dead" is still my fave

will tell u the meaning later...

Queen of No Marriage

Salam and Peace To All...

Well, seems like quitting is not a big deal after all

It's not that I like it

I hate the feeling of quitting

But in this case... I guess it is for the greater good

For those who hasn't know yet

I've given 1 month notice to my boss last Monday

Not that I want to, I had to...

Enuff about that...

I start to watch my DVDs again

The old one...

By old I mean bought it for quite some time

But hasn't event watch a single episode yet

There's a Taiwan series I bought earlier this year

The title:

QUEEN OF NO MARRIAGE

Well... Up till now, I've watch 9 episodes already

Really love the series...

I really look up to the main lead actress

Cheryl Yan

It's not about the title...

It's the matter of their attitude, life and principal of life

Cheryl Yang as Shan Wu Shuang

(my new idol.. :P)

33 years old single career woman

Neglect the fact that she's single

Her character was so encouraging

She's clueless about daily life

Every single moment in her life is about work... and work...

She's a strong, independent and hardworking woman

Seems like everything in life are meaningful to her

She might be arrogant but she's kind

She help people without telling them

People misunderstood her but she never stand up for herself

She's like the Evil Queen

But deep down inside, she's and Angel

Really dunno how to explain

Just love her character

I wish I can be Strong like her

- making hard decisions and stick to it

I wish I can Strive like her

- all out in everything

I wish I can be more Independent like her

- do everything herself and always believe she can do it

I wish I can be Tough like her

- even when she's in pain... she never complaint

I wish I can have self-control like her

- she'll never cry in front of others... just keep it inside

I wish I can be Her

(All the good qualities)

Another thing I like from the series...

The quote

P/S: Setiap hari menunggu masa untuk pulang semata2 untuk menonton DVD. LOL~

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Be Dead, And To Rise From The Dead...

(I'll give you the meaning in the next post)

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